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Natural opiates



Natural opiates,
Agitated we tap nervously on the systematic flow of love and light
Angry veins swell and we spill over
Telltale signs
Some things even the blind can see
Straight to the brain
Piercing
Penetrating passions
The rush unimaginable
Crashing down equally as mysterious and equally as demanding
These sad stories; the only moments we can believe in.
To be sober, a fertile ground for suspicion and insecurity
Is it only real because it hurts?
Treading the needle
Today we sparkle
Tomorrow we burn
Walking contradictions
Beautiful beginnings
Tragic ends?
Blood ties
Strength and weakness
But you're the only one to make me try for you
Fiends of all the small ways we die everyday
I can't help it but with the mention of your name
Your presence is implied
Around my throat and by my side
Overdosing
Overwhelmed by feeling
Like air we reach the ceiling
Fading
Sensory overload reuniting on the floor
We are sinking.

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